Diligence

I have none.
I told myself I'd stop seeing a boy at work and yet I can't. I can however change the way I feel towards certain conversations and react to certain actions. So I've toned it down a bit in that respect, but I can't fully turn off the interest. There's a reason I was interested to begin with. Bah.

Today is blame somebody else day. So I blame the makers of high heels for putting yet another strain on my roommate situation.

I thought I had seen the last of romantic sweet gestures today. But really it was just a sneak preview to the night.

I can remember to laugh when I wake up, if I put a silly face across my bed, or simply look over to my "roommate's" half of the room. Ha!

Awemanac

Today I've got to think of:
"A woman tries to comfort me. She puts her hand under my shirt and writes the names of flowers on my back." ~Mark Strand



What does a quote like that mean? Is the woman getting frisky with him? Is it really a man writing about a woman or do we flip the genders? I'm one female that likes to get under a guy's shirt, but do others? Can I speculate that the woman is planting seeds on the man's back? Should they be literal or figurative? Can they be my favorite flowers? I like mums and snap dragons.

I've seen how to train your dragon twice now and would like to draw my own dragon. Maybe it will be shaped like a snap dragon flower, or maybe it'll be shaped like a mum.

Journal juju:
Each moment is a place I want to be
Each moment is a place being built
Each moment is a place full of music
Each moment is a place within a place
Each moment is a place with a name
Each moment is a place where everybody knows your name
Each moment is a place worth getting to know
Each moment is a place or state of mind
Each moment is a place I want to be present
Each moment is a place I'm not at