Details, information about me. [Post 2 and 3]

Please excuse the poor formatting and long post. This is the information I felt I should fill out for a reference of where I am today. Tomorrow's post will be a Temperament outline of me. After a few of these types of posts, I will finally start to update about my daily musings.
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For 2010

Will you be looking for a new job? Yes. I will be looking for a full-time job with benefits. Same company though.
Will you be looking for a new relationship? I have made the promise to myself that I will not be "looking", if it happens, great, if it doesn't happen, that is also good. I need to focus on me and who I am. Going on dates is perfectly acceptable. Fooling around with someone worth my time is acceptable as well. A real relationship just isn't what I need right now. It has taken me 6 months to realize that.
New house? Yes, come July I'll be moving into a new apartment.
What will you do different in 2010? I will focus on me and my aspirations. I will enjoy fulfilling my personal interests. I will be more adventurous and open to new and exciting activities/trips.
New Years resolution? To get to work on time. But there is more to my resolutions than that.
What will you not be doing in 2010? I will not be in a relationship, and I will not be in school. That is a big deal to me!
Any trips planned? Scotland, Boston, Bali, S.Amer by cruise
Wedding plans? hopefully no one I know... besides one girl who it is about damn time her and him tie the knot.
What's on your calendar? Yoga 4 times a week. Work during the week. Shenanigans during the weekends.
What can't you wait for? Moving out of my current place. I live with my ex and his friends. The tension is unreal, but I can handle that. What I cannot handle is sharing a room with someone (even if he wasn't my ex). I have now learned that I never want to share a room with someone again, unless I had an extra room to retreat to and be alone in.
What would you like to see happen different? I would like to see my circle of friends become closer and more tight-knit. I am the type of person with many friends from all walks of life and that is fine most of the times, but every now and then I am bummed when I haven't seen a group of them for a while, or I feel a bit out of the loop when they have closer friends than me.
What about yourself will you be changing? My attitude could always use an adjustment. But mainly I will be changing my lazy habits, like waking up late for work, being late to meetings, events, not organizing and cleaning my room when I need to. A lot of my life could be improved with just some simple changes.
What happened in '09 that you didn't think would ever happen? I moved in with my boyfriend (not a long term relationship) and it didn't work out. I hadn't the intention of staying with him forever, but I also didn't think the relationship would end while we lived together. I chose to live with him to find an easy, quick solution to a housing problem I had, but the quick and easy solution is often times not the best. I also think that I expected more out him as a person, and he cannot be that way because he is not old enough to understand common courtesy yet. (I am older than him). The issue here is that I figured, even if we broke up, that we would still be able to be friends. Not true.
Will you be nicer to the people you care about? Yes. I am already nice to them if I care about them, but I'm sure I could always do more... more to the point of this question, I am choosing to be nicer to old friends. I hope to rebuild those relationships for the future.
Will you dress differently this year than you did in 09? of course. I am always changing my style, just as styles change. I am choosing a more vibrant, post-apocalyptic, 80's, airy style. I will probably have to include pictures to better describe this, but this is how I feel on the inside, and I am always looking to portray myself through clothes.
Are you going to be in school in 2010? NO!!!!! Finally! I have graduated and moved on. I am so happy to be done with my undergraduate years. It was a big weight lifted off my shoulders when I found out that I did indeed graduate (I took an extra semester... so I found out last year that I did not get to graduate), and now they cannot take that away from me. SOOOOO RELIEVED! Now, after saying that, I do intend to go on to a graduate degree program in a couple of years, and I am always challenging myself to learn.
How will you make more money in 2010? I hope so, my company is at a stand still because of the economy and so even though it is clear I should be paid more and have put in more responsibility, the title and money are just not available yet. I am looking to see just what is available to me and I will make my decisions when I get the opportunity. I am loving my company though and am happy to be where I am currently.
Will you do charity work? I always do. I will look to my lovely sisters in my service soror to help me find opportunities in the future; now that I am out of school, the knowledge of those opps are not as easy to find for me.
Are you going to drink on New Years Eve? I definitely did. It was a great time.
Will you be nice to people you don't know? In the new year or just on new years eve? XP I believe it isn't as much being nice to people I don't know, as not assuming I know them before I really do. My problem in the past has been that I judge people based on their looks ("Oh they look like a smart person, too smart for me to say hi" or "They look stuck up, why would I want to meet them anyways?") I need to get past the superficial. Ya know, I need to do that in a lot of areas of my life.
Do you expect 2010 to be a worse year for you than 2009? Hell no. 2009 and that decade was a lot of trouble. I was growing into who I am now, and for me that was a great learning experience. But I am done with learning about others, I want to learn about myself and what I want. What makes me happy, what motivates me?
How much did you change from this time last year til now? If I had to put a number on it, I would say my life was 80% complete in a childish way. Now I am 50% complete in an adult way. I am much happier at my 50% of adulthood, than I was in my 80% of childhood. I am learning more about me and my ideals which will help me. I am finding myself to be more important than I ever knew. I have always been independent, but now I am seeing people actually believe me and not notice the independence, but notice me.
Do you plan on having a child? Hell no. Probably not for another 10-15 years.
Will you still be friends with the same people you are friends with now? Some. I hope to stay friends with those that are closest to me. I hope to have built stronger relationships with those who I have reconnected with recently.
Major lifestyle changes? Many. I am single, and happy about it. I am a working woman. I am a crafty person. I am a more organized person. I am a more outgoing person. I have said yes more times than no- giving me awesome opportunities for adventures.
What will you make sure doesn't happen in 2010 that happened in 09? Me, living with a boyfriend. I will also go as far as to say, me with a boyfriend. I will not allow myself to let that happen again. There is no need for me to be tied down and I should not let those feelings take over my life again.
What are your New Years Eve plans? I had people over at my place, we dressed up in my prom dresses, togas, wigs, and played champagne twister.
Will you have someone to kiss at midnight? Ya know, I didn't even think about this tradition this year. I was having way too much fun with my friends to even consider grabbing a guy to kiss. Although this has been a big deal for me in the past, it is nice to know it wasn't a big deal this past time.
Wishes for 2009? To be stronger emotionally, sometimes I cry at happy moments.... I don't like crying. To be wanted more, I feel as though right now, no one wants me around that much. I feel needed by some, but the wanting is a far better feeling. To be more in tune with myself, I feel as though I do not know who I am, what makes me passionate and what makes me liberated.

Would you do meth if it was legalized? no.
Abortion: for or against it? Pro

Do you think the world would fail with a female president? Hell no.
Do you believe in the death penalty? Yes
Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already? Yes
Do you believe in God? no.
Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized? Yes
Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the country? Yes
A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it? no.
Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen? not a big issue, I'll say no
Should the war in Iraq be called off? Yes.
Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree? No.
Do you believe in spanking children? Yes.
Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars? The flag is just a symbol, it has no power unless there are people who believe in it. If I was given the chance, I would make the money. The American flag can be duplicated and recreated. Because I would not be burning the only one, I would go ahead and do it.
Who do you think would be a better president: McCain or Obama? I voted for Obama.
Do you think Obama will be killed? I was very worried when he walked his inauguration. I do not think much will happen after his first year. His 5th year will be another nail biting situation.
Should child predators be forced to wear signs identifying themselves? I don't think we should let them back into society if we believe they have not been cured and may recommit their crimes.
Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers? Without judgment we would have no opinions. I welcome differing opinions in a comfortable setting where all ears are open.

Are your parents married or divorced? married (not either of their first marriages).
Are you a vegetarian? no. I like meat.
Do you believe in Heaven? no
Do you wear makeup? sometimes
Would you ever have plastic surgery? Yes. For my eyes.
Do you believe in Abortions? Yes
What is your Hair color? Blonde
Do you smoke? no
If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be? The top secret fortresses of US and other countries
If you won the lottery, what would you do first? Put half of the winnings in my savings account
Gold or silver? depends, but mostly silver.
Hamburger or hot dog? right now, hot dog
If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? pickles
City, beach or country? sub-city
Whens the last time you cried? a couple weeks ago maybe, at some movie that was heart wrenching cutesy, I tend to cry when I feel overwhelming happiness.
Do you read blogs? None right now, I used to religiously follow this canadian artist's blog.
Do you talk in your sleep? No, but I do cough, and occasionally hum.
Ocean or pool? Ocean
Whats your favorite song at the moment If I could change the world by Eric Clapton
Window seat or aisle seats? Window seats
Do you feel that you have had a truly successful life? In the grand scheme of things, no. But with what I have done, it has been pretty successful.
What is your fav. sport to play? Golf and tennis
Basketball or football? football
Cake or ice cream? sorbet/sherbert, ice, icecream
Are you self-conscious? sometimes
Have you ever given money to a bum? yes
Have you been in love? yes
Where do you wish you were? traveling
Last gift you received? a teapot
What occasion did you recieve your gift? Christmas
Last thing you spent lots of money on? Yoga training
Favorite restaurant? tea cafes
What is your favorite kind of car? Nissan or VW
Most hated food(s) bland and dry
Most loved food(s)? spicy and green (healthy)
Whats your least fav. chores? dusting, sweeping. I know a funny joke about this question. Get a group of people together and go around in a circle asking this question. Add on the 'why' you dislike the chore. Then when everyone has said their peace give them the twist to the question. The twist is... your answer actually pertains to your view about sex. So if someone said they hated sweeping because there is always more you can sweep, then they hate sex because there is always more sex to be had.
Favorite drink? margaritas. tea.

1. What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel? When I'm being told how someone else feels. I have no reservations about my own feelings. I do not believe others really know how they feel.
2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry? Because someone did not listen to my advice, even though they had asked for it. It seemed more like they wanted my opinion in order to ignore it.
3. You will die in three minutes. Last call? Mom and Dad.
4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be? To be able to travel for the rest of my life.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love. trust. You cannot have love without trust.
6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time youre fired. Do you save the dog? Yes. Just because I have been a slacker in the past and have brought my own misfortunes to my life does not mean I can neglect the life of a dog or anyone else.
7. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone? It is hard to remember my younger years, but I think I did. I think it was in self defense though, they were trying to blackmail me somehow. Hard to remember the details. Nothing came from any of it.
8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it? The only person I know who died was my family pet, and I would not give a year of my life so that my old pet could come back to a painful life for another hour. He died when he had to and he lived a wonderful life.
9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? I need people who are not like me. I tend to disappear for a couple weeks. And if I had a friend that did that to me, then we probably wouldn't ever find the time to see each other. I need friends who are constantly around, or else the friendship is not that strong.
10. Does sex=love? no
11. Are you old fashioned? Hell no.
12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex? If I loved them, they could do other wonderful things for me.
13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back? That I do not love them back.
14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? The internet.
15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? almost a year ago. I'm sure it was just infatuation.
16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change? I would try to have been more aware of the world and my surroundings when I was younger. My world wasn't so much sheltered as I was not ambitious enough to learn about more of it. I used to think the next town over was hours away. I used to think pop culture was stupid and pointless.
17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you? A cat.
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? I do not know CPR. I would immediately call 911 and scream for help.
19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be? Grandma of course. And I'm pretty sure that all old people feel this way. They have lived their life, the idea of a new life is much more rewarding than the memories of a lived life. More will be changed by that newborn living, rather than my dying grandmother.
20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel? A couple of days ago, to a friend of mine who was enjoying some sci-fi I loved, and thought she would never love.

If You had three months to live:
21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die? Everyone. I think it would be interesting to see how they treat me after they find out. And of course I would tell my loved ones.
22. What do you do with your remaining days? Finish my bucket list
23. Would you be afraid? I would be afraid the closer I got to the end.

If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it? yes
If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to becopme more attractive, would you do it? yes, why should I live to be 100? anything over 80 is pushing it.
What was your favorite bedtime story as a child? The brave little toaster, where the wild things are
You're walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do? be amazed. Did she call the police? Why doesn't she try to save her own baby? Sure I'll help if I can, but its her damn baby, you'd think she would try her best to save it.
If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you? Nowadays people live through 3 professions (at the least), I would not feel bad about making them start at a certain profession.
What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol? Alcohol has brought many funny experiences and memories.
What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol? The bad experience always happens AFTER I was on the alcohol. Never while I'm ON it.
As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it? If the street seemed deserted and the suitcase looked like it had been there a while, or the car looked busted. Otherwise I may be picking that suitcase up while the owner comes back and that would be awkward.
If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them? Of course I would. I would be a bit scared though, so I would want to read up on the dangers and issues they may go through.
In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive you'd receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger? no
How old were you when you lost your virginity? 16 or 17
Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires? no, no, no
If you could live forever, would you want to? if I could live forever in a healthy state.
If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it? 'they' who? Probably not, there is no justice in public executions. Only vengence and hate.
If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it? Not at this point in my life.
If you could choose the sex of your unborn child, would you want to? No. I'm sure I'd suck at raising either sex.
Would you rather live longer or be wealthy? Wealthy. Living long does not appeal to me, dementia, brittle bones, nothing sounds good about that.

How many books do you digest daily? daily?! None. I am working daily on many books. I have probably 3 active books right now. 5 or 6 inactive.
How old will you be when the world ends? apparently 24.
Do ghosts exist, and if yes, where? I don't believe in them, but if I had to explain my idea about ghosts, it would be that energy is lingering.
Which is worse: dating an ex-boyfriend you hate or murder? Umm... MURDER. I could always get out of dating someone I dislike. But murder lasts forever.
Do you like to dance? yes
Have you ever kissed a persn of the same sex? not yet
When was your last kiss? Who was it with? Halloween, with a fireman
When was the last time you were totaly wasted? New years probably... although i'm not sure i ever get totally wasted.
Do you have any sex toys stashed away? yes
What color underwear are you wearing? blue and white striped boy cut
Would you ever have sex with a minor just because they were hot? I'm sure for women it is an easier thing to do. And no. I do not enjoy younger males. They are stupid.
What is your favorite cartoon? Lovcom

If you're happy, the song you find yourself loving is? Dear Prudence by The Beatles or The Way I am by Ingrid Michaelson
If you're thinking about that special person, that song is? I want to hold your hand by The Beatles or
If you're totally pissed off, the song is? Keep Breathing by Ingrid Michaelson or My Ding-a-ling by Chuck Berry
If you're getting ready to go out, that song is? Shake Your Groove Thing by Peaches and Herb
If you're trying to learn about yourself, that song is? If I Could Change the World by Eric Clapton
Your favorite movie song? Little Wonders by Rob Thomas
If you're feeling let down, that song is? Let it Be by The Beatles
If you are feeling like you want to just mellow out, that song is? Up on the Roof by ???

What Comes to Mind
Peace Sign: Jewelry
Heart: lollipops
Lollipop: coincidence
Tree: paper
Beaches: chairs
Music: notes
Cell Phone: charms
Smiles: faces
Coffee: aromas
Friends: laughs

Top Movies
Thriller: Paranormal Activity
Chick Flick: The Jane Austen Book Club or Tristan and Isolde
Action: Bond movies or Star Trek
Comedy: The Fifth Element
Disney: Meet The Robinsons
SciFi: Stargate
Horror: Nightmare on Elm Street

What bill do you hate paying the most? Cell
Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? At home
Last time you puked from drinking? Last September
When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar? everytime
Name of your first grade teacher? That is an excellent question
What do you really want to be doing right now? sleeping
What did you want to be when you were growing up? an astronaut
How many colleges did you attend? just one so far
Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? it is comfy and reminds me of my younger years
GAS PRICES First thought? I can talk about my age in gas price differences

First thought when the alarm went off this morning? I had a weird dream about... and then I couldn't quite explain my own dream.
Last thought before going to sleep last night? I should probably go to my bed... but instead I slept out on the couch with a friend on the other couch. impromptu sleep over happened.
Favorite style of underwear for the opposite sex? boxer briefs
If you didn't have to work, would you volunteer at an art gallery? Sure
Get up early or sleep in? sleep in for my sanity, but get up early to feel useful.
Are you planning on remaining in your current field? For a bit, not forever
Do you see yourself married in the next five years? No
Your favorite lunch meat? ham
What do you get every time you go into a WalMart? food
Do you think marriage is an outdated ritual? No, but I think the ideas about marriage are outdated.
TV show you miss? Veritas and Star Trek
Favorite guilty pleasure? Impromptu travels
Favorite movie you wouldn't want anyone to find out about? Digimon
Cops or Robbers? Robbers!
Do you cheer for the bad guy in a movie? Never
What do you want when you are sick? Spaghettios
Have you ever had to use a firearm? not had to, but have
Last book you read? Dragonflight
DO YOU HAVE A TEDDY BEAR? not anymore
Somewhere in California you've never been and would like to go? San Francisco
Number of texts in a day? I am not a texter, it is an overpriced, obsolete function
If you had to choose- would you start a new career or relationship? A new career. I do not wish to add a relationship mess to my life right now.
Favorite Winter Olympic Sport? Figure Skating and snowboarding
Pencil or pen? pen, it is more fluid and permanent
Ancient Egyptians or Mayans? egyptians
How many jobs have you had? 6
Are you where you thought you would be at this age? Not at all. And I'm enjoying every second of this new life I never knew I had!


Are you an adult? yes
How old do you feel? older than I am
Do kids call you mr/miss/mrs? I've gotten ma'am before... that was odd.
Did you graduate high school? yes
Did you go to college? yes
If so, what is/was your major? Computer Science
Did your parents go to college? no
Have you been back to your high school since you graduated? once or twice a long time ago.
Do you still keep in touch with school friends? two maybe
Have you been to a school reunion? no
Do you plan to attend a school reunion? no
Are you single/dating/married/divorced? single
Do you have children? no
Are you happy with the carreer field you have choosen? Very much so
Are you satisfied with your income? not at all. but it is sufficient for the next couple of months
Do you hang out with your co-workers? yes, all the time, it is a surprising turn of events for me
How many hours do you work per week? 35
Do you rent or own a home? rent
Is your home big enough? not at the moment
Do you throw parties often? more than I thought i ever would
Do you want to move? yes
What do you do for fun? crochet/knit/read

Do you believe in:
Ghosts? no
Heaven? no
God? no
Satan? no
Hell? no
Love? yes, for a time being
Love at first sight? its not real love
Witchcraft? i believe in the power of suggestion
Santa? no
The Easter Bunny? no
Faries? sure
Extra Terrestrials? yes
An afterlife? something happens to our energy, but I do not believe we are thoughtful in an afterlife.

What's your stand on:
Abortion? pro
Fat people? need to be retaught
Lables? stupid
Trendy diets? stupid
Children? not for me
Gay people? misunderstood
Gay marriage? pro
Racism? will always exist
Suicide? a personal decision
Death penalty? pro
Lemonade stands? i had one when i was young, what about them?

What do you know about:
Catholics? fake religious
Christians? overly religious
Jewish People? nice and smart
Hinduism? open to love
Buddhists? thoughtful religious
Muslims? strict existence
Wiccan? attention seeking
Athiests? don't care
Agnostics? don't know
The Rest apparently aren't important for their own names.

Is the rest of your family the same religion as you? no
Do you celebrate Christmas? yes
Do you celebrate Easter? yes
Do you celebrate any other Christian holidays? sure, but only in the capitalist ways
Do you go to church? no
Does your family go to church without you? my mother might occasionally.
If so, why don't you go? I dont get pushed into appeasing others.

WOULD YOU RATHER?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? nose
2. Be serious or be funny? funny
4. Die in a fire or drown? fire
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? parents

DO YOU PREFER. .
1. Flowers or candy? flowers now
2. Gray or black? either
3. Color or Black and white photos? vibrant colors
4. Lust or love? lust
5. Sunrise or sunset? sunrise
6. M&Ms or Skittles? m&ms
7. Staying up late or waking up early? staying up late
8. Sun or moon? Both, I love the warmth of the sun, but the moon has always been my favorite companion
9. Winter or Fall? Fall
10. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? 2 best friends
11. Sun or rain? sun
12. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla

UNIQUE!
1. Nervous Habits: touching my lips
2. Are you double jointed? no
3. Can you roll your tongue? somewhat
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? yes
5. Can you cross your eyes? no
6. Do you make your bed daily? no
8. Which shoe goes on first? I've never thought about it, does it matter?
9. Ever thrown one at someone? yes
11. What jewelry do you wear? one ring and one necklace always. Maybe two sets of earrings if I'm feeling festive