Kundalini

Ahhhh, the insights of my Kundalini Yogi. I am always inspired and rejuvenated after that class.
The wise yogi mentioned commitment this time. She wants us all to work on commitment. Whether that be a relationship with a friend, significant other, or even a commitment to ourselves.
I say, most importantly a commitment to myself!

I chose right then and there in that class to commit myself to being invested in my own life.
Just earlier today I found that I was strapped for time and not well prepared for half of my work meetings. This is even after I was FINALLY on-time to work! First time! Ding-ding-ding! I get to buy myself a flower! (my reward for being on-time)

So I told myself in my Kundalini class, I will be committed and invested in my own life. I will make a conscious effort to remember the important details of my work and I will remember the play dates I plan with various friends. I need to stop being so unfocused when talking to people. Often times I'll be so ADD that I don't even realize I faked paying attention! Its a horrible thing, I should own up to it when it happens.

That being said, today was a good day. I got to work on-time, I was super responsible at work, impressed 4 different people, and feel more confident in my abilities. (of course I felt less confident minutes before I felt more confident... why does that happen?)

Another thing my yogi mentioned, which made me chuckle during our meditation sessions, was her nonchalant mention that we would all be enlightened and thriving come 2013. I'm not sure if anyone else caught that post-apocalyptic reference. But I sure as hell did! I am going to be prepared for the shit that goes down. And I hope it does happen. I think we all need to start over. I love technology and information and globalization, but some of this outdated thinking, oil wasting,  and prejudice over place and rights has just got to go. And an apocalypse always shows people what is most important in life, and humbles all. I should actually start an apocalypse blog. Then I can chronicle my daily learnings for that outcome... hmm.....

Oh, and I'm watching the apocalypse man on the history channel. Love him!